June 26, 2011

June is really...

Hard to explain, this feeling keeps to overflow..
Happy and sad, sad and happy, trapped in these states..
June, full of mystery, surprise, and ends..
End of my duty, end of my exist..

Happy, to know I finished my paper..
Sad, to know I don't belong here anymore..

Sad, to know I'm jobless..
Happy, to know I'll stay at home everyday..

Day by day, left just like that, unconsciously..
Hate but love, love but hate..
Still many thing to do here..
I'm gonna miss everything..
I have been missed it already..

This place, my room, my only black zone..
Hate to leave my only private room..
Full of memories, sweet and bitter..
Don't wanna lose it..
Every corner, every tile, every step, save my every memory..
Here I found truth, here I lied..
Here I cried, here I laughed, here I was desperate..
Here my togetherness, here my separation lied..

Put my memory here, never forget eery single of it..
I may leave it here, but I will bring it, keep it in my heart..

Thanks my black zone, for everything you share..
For our togetherness in these 4 years.. :)

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